Yet another day of writing. Not terrible but not ideal. I keep having problems here and there with finishing but at least today I got some decent progress done so I can’t complain too much. I guess my one point is that I’m considering beefing up the chapters a bit. I’m on chapter 9 right now and only around 22 pages. That… feels kind of short to me, however I don’t want to make it artificial and simply make it flow and be as concise as possible even if that means some chapters are, at best, two pages long. I’d be interested in your thoughts on the matter.
In other news, I got my first paycheck today! I was scared the amount was going to be small but it was actually pretty decent. I could actually live on this for a bit but just only. I feel like I should go and start do Lyft to get more money but… I’ll think about that later. If this continues I won’t need to worry about money for a while, which is always a good thing.
I sort of feel aimless in my life right now. There’s a lot of things I want to do but not sure if I should go for it. Every time I go for something I want it ends up falling apart. I have this fear that everything I want is denied to me so I try not to overstep and keep my wants simple. But every so often something (or someone) comes around and flips the script. Should I just be happy with what I have and not go for something else or should I shoot for the stars regardless if it ends up going good or bad?
Dreaming is fine but you can’t stay asleep forever. No matter how pleasant the dream you eventually have to wake up. Maybe you could turn your reality into a dream, or at least reality mimic it.