Alright so I looked back on my last post and… it seems like no one has read it. I’m not sure what that’s about if anything. If I’m being honest that’s kind of demoralizing. I put a lot of my heart and was vulnerable in posting that. But you know what? People like what they like and if you didn’t want to share in my honesty and vulnerability that’s fine. I guess we’ll just move on.
Started off today with the idea of improvement. I can understand that a lot of my health problems can be managed by just simply doing different things and prioritizing my time better. Trying to be more productive I washed my clothes and sheets. Its been pretty hot where I’ve been and, not to get too gross but, my bed could use a cleaning. I guess I should be thankful that it won’t stay this hot for much longer.
Extra productive activity was doing some yoga. I’ve talked about doing it for a while. I’m not really happy with my body’s shape and I’ve had a history of heart problems, both personally and family. It was difficult. I didn’t have a yoga mat so I was just doing this on the hardwood floor, which was not ideal. But I felt much better after having done it so I feel like that was a plus. I hope I can keep up with it more.
I also did some more writing. Got a pretty decent amount of work done considering I took such a significant break for my own personal health. Not as much as I would like but any amount of work is work. I feel like I’m getting more comfortable with the story so not only is it easier to write but also its a lot easier to know where I’m going with all of this. I made an outline sometime ago so that also helps but it feels a lot more natural to write. I feel like I could get this done within the month if I’m diligent. I will have to figure out how to post it and there will be an edit but the edits will be done (as far as I feel) on a chapter by chapter basis as I release them.