Currently – 7/6/19 Updated (Done, Repeating, Uninterested)

It pains me to say this but I don’t think this person is my friend. Looking back on past events it really feels like I’ve been the person to instigate conversations around 90% of the time. And it has been all too frequent that this person will ignore my messages. At first I accepted this but after a certain point I’m done making concessions for people.

I sent a message and she hasn’t responded. I could make excuses for this but I’m not interested in doing so. I’ve done this for a lot of people in the past that ultimately ended up leaving me. In one case I was strong enough to leave this person and it really hurt but it was better in the end.

At this point its up to them. I’m not going to initiate contact further. I’m tired of doing this. I’ve done it before and I’m not interested in doing it again. I’m not a crutch. I’m a human being. I deserve to be treated as such.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s