This has been the first time in a while I’ve ever received any contact from my friend in some time, albeit indirectly. A few days to be exact. I wasn’t sure what was going on but I saw she posted something and I commented on it. She hasn’t responded and I don’t think she will. I’m not going to get into the details but I believe she is making a VERY bad decision.
I’m not really sure what’s the protocol here. She’s been ignoring my messages for whatever reason. If I text her I’m sure she’ll ignore this one too. However I’m somewhat afraid for her. Again I won’t get into details. I think I’m going to at least reach out and tell her that I’m here for her if she needs it. I don’t want to control her life, I just want to help no matter what that means.
In some way I find it unusual. At the same time I was unable to sleep for reasons so if I went to sleep at a normal time I wouldn’t have seen her message. I’m not a particularly superstitious person but I can’t help but see signs where there usually are none. Is it possible I stayed awake feeling uneasy for whatever reason? Who knows. If anything happens I may tell you about it later. For now I’ll just be hoping she’s alright.