I’ve been thinking a lot about my own personal mood and how it affects others. I know times aren’t really great for me but I want to both be honest and hopeful. Its difficult, to say the least. I don’t feel like it would be good to pretend like I don’t have these feelings but I also don’t want to bum people out. Feel like I’m walking on a tightrope.
No matter what I want to help people. I always feel better after helping someone. I hope this blog is helping people. I know that sounds weird but I personally view being honest and open with your feelings can, potentially, help others. Maybe it just makes you feel like you’re not alone, even if its just for a little bit.
I have a lot of things I want to do and things I’m looking forward to in the future. I have trouble expressing these kinds of things. Mostly from the stand point I’m afraid if I keep talking about what I want it might not come true. I think more than anything I just want to be happy. To know where I belong and what I’m supposed to do. Even more than that, I just want everyone else to be happy.